I haven’t been on tumblr for a while, pretty sure I’m back. I need a place to vent.
I’m currently pregnant and dealing with my mothers Alzheimer’s. I’ve known about it for over a year but I think I’ve been in denial about it until recently when its become much more obvious that she has a brain disorder. The pregnancy hormones, not being able to get high and the stress of prepping for the baby doesn’t help the situation.
I’m just not really to have my mom forget me, or explain the my son as he grows up why his grandma is so strange. It saddens me to think that he won’t ever know my mom like I did.